Mine.

Why was I born to be in this world?

2011-12-11T12:59:00.003+08:00

I know I'm suppose to be studying but oh well. There are too many things on my mind right now, and I think I need to spill it out. Hopefully it helps to clear my mind for at least the next 3 days.

Things are crazy now. School, friendships, relationship.

School, so many things to do but I've been putting them off. Now its like a mountain ready to topple anytime. Fyp is in deep shit. But I know, regardless anything, as long as I give it my best, I should be able to score.

Friendships with the people I've forged within these 2 years in poly are almost over. Thinking back on the memories made with them, makes me feel so helpless.

Relationship with him, seems to tire him out more then his army.

I care a lot more for the -ships then school, somehow. I know its wrong, but I just cannot help it.

I fear to lose my friends, I fear to lose him.

It seems that my fears are causing my fears to come true. Get it?

My relationship, hasn't been going that well. I know it, but I don't want to admit it. You can call me selfish, for hogging him even though I don't cherish him. Other girl (:\) likes him, but he has me so, sorry to that girl. But sometimes I think, she's way better than me (even though I dislike her). In looks, games. Mentally too. At least she will give him some space to breathe, at least she won't be as sensitive as me.

Everytime, when something like this happens, I'll always think, if only, if I get into an accident, will he care? Standing by the road, thinking. I just have to take one step, two steps. And I'll get to know the answer. But I want to continue living. Even if there is no reason for me to be in this world. Even if all I bring to the people around me is sadness, I still want to live. Even though I make him suffer so much in the relationship, I still want to be with him.

If I love him, I should let go, right?

And if I do let go, will you hold me back? I just hope that the answer is the opposite of what I think you would do.

I personally know that I rely on him too much. It can't be helped. I love him.

I love you.

Time in b/w

2011-10-18T15:14:00.002+08:00

So retrospective...

With the cold wind blowing past my ankles, music blasting in my right ear & connected to HM through a single earpiece line.

Hmm.

Health.

2011-08-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

Yes, its gonna be another post on health. Well, my health. :\

My stomach isn't exactly very well these few days, or maybe weeks. I don't know why. I really, reeeeally, want to get well soon. I want my healthy tummy back. So so much. I hate the feeling I'm feeling now. The constant worrying that I may be sufferring from something I don't ever ever want to.

Dear tummy, I know you're doing your best in fighting and healing yourself. Is there anything anything I can do, to help you?

I regret not taking my meals on time, not taking regular meals, eating all the junk food, harming you. But I know its too late. I'll take care of you really well from now on. Really, cross my heart.

2011-08-22T18:28:00.001+08:00

27 marks gone. And its only the minimun marks I'll lose. Why Hui Min? Why so lazy to just study more?

Panic

2011-08-18T21:01:00.002+08:00

I'm starting to panic~ The exams are coming but I'm not halfway there for most of the modules I'm studying for this semester. D:<

Although yes I studied not TOO long ago, but it seems everytime when I'm reading it again, I'm reading it for the first time. :( Gah, I wasted Monday slacking about in the house, worrying about my health, feeling sick, talking to my aunty and sister, using Facebook and Youtube. See, they really are some kind of an irritant in that sense, never seems to LEAVE YOUR MIND. :\ 'Cept if you're into what you are studying I guess. Tuesday was.. ♥ Teehee. Though I didn't feel well some of the time. Wednesday (Y), and today. Erm.. :\

Will I be able to do well this time round? :( Big big question mark here. Hais..

'Holidays' are coming~ More work to do. Gg-fied, a few dates overlap. :\ But I kinda look forward to holidays. Will get MORE time at least, I hope, to spend with people I want to spend with. ^^

Study week.

2011-08-15T19:02:00.002+08:00

Its another study week of yet another week of exams. This round of exams makes it round 3 in my Polytechnic life.

Fascinating, how fast life zooms past as you grow old. I can still remember how I found time to pass so slowly when I was in Primary school, now almost halfway through my pre-uni life, time passes so fast and how I wish I can hold it back or slow it down.

And my immunity seems to be failing me as I grow older. I fall sick so often now as compared to when I was younger. And I seem to be "sick" to studying? Everytime I settle down to study, my stomach starts acting up, I get all giddy and feel nauseous. :\ I don't remember feeling like that when I was preparing for my Os. It feels so different.

Yesterday we were discussing about how during studying, do we lose sight of what we want to become in the future? I think I'm phrasing it wrong but its along this line. :) And I kind of have to agree. Somehow, my resolution kept changing before and during my 1 1/2 years in NP. Like how I want to be a forensic scientist in LA to now, a researcher in Singapore maybe Biopolis? Or maybe, a doctor. I don't know if its because of Yh's influence. :P But yeah, I'm starting to think around there. ^^

Okay, back from dinner. Should I go back to studying? I should. :\ But let me take break #10000000000000000 :D

Ill.

2011-08-07T20:48:00.002+08:00

I am sick again.

But this time, I don't know what's the problem with me. Actually, I do know, just I don't know if its really the problem. :(

My left side has been hurting since last night. But! Its much better already as compared to last night. :D However.. It still hurts a lil. >_< And my tummy feels weird. I'm losing my apetite. This never happens unless I'm sick. And usually with stomach flu. :( All the wind in my tummy. The acidy acidy feeling.

I want to be healthy! I want to live long and see my future generations. >_<

Tests, and EXAMS are coming soon! Is exactly another 14 days. AND I'M NOT PREPARED! I kept spending my precious time, thinking about my body, and its harder for me to concentrate on my work. Though, today afternoon, I'm really proud of myself. (Y) I controlled my Facebook, youtube, and shows! :D

Hais.. Please my body, heal fast fast okay? :(

2011-08-02T19:01:00.003+08:00

Its time to be independent.

This brought me back to a time, long ago, when my mother said, 'Why do you need friends?'

Now thinking back, friends share with you the ups and downs in your life. They are with you, for long periods in your life. Now this is funny. I have been having different friends everywhere I go.

Boyfriends, to me, what I thought is that they are caring, sharing, giving in to you, know when you need him, always there for you, prince charming. I guess, its time for me to snap back to reality.

My boyfriend, will always be that special someone to me. Although, he isn't as caring, as sharing, as giving in, as I-don't-know-all-the-other-crap, he showed my what are my weaknesses, my loopholes, things that I need to improve on. Sometimes, its not very nice, to find these out through him. But it just always does.

Like how I should really stop being so dependent on others, and allowing my emotions hijack my studies. How I've been day dreaming for the past one year and half. How, sometimes, I send the wrong signals which I don't really mean. How I have to guard my heart well and not let it be broken to pieces like it is now.

My heart hurts. All I want, is just someone, to listen to me, to care when I need. To know when to give in, when to take.

Its okay. I shall be strong. Nobody's gonna mess with my feelings anymore.

And no matter what,

Baby I love you. <3

Sometimes.

2011-07-30T12:19:00.002+08:00

All I want, is just to be loved by you.

Why are we always comparing? Who sacrifices the most. Why can't we BOTH try to meet each other's expectations? Instead of feeling that only one side is working his/her best, why can't we just realise that when we feel we are the ones doing the most things, compromising things, that our other half is also having some other difficulties which he/she never bother to voice out?

Isn't a relationship just to give and take? Since we need to give, why do we always complain about what we give, and say that the other person never does and only know how to whine? Since its a scarifice on our part, why do we have to be 'I did it for you'? Its out of your own mind, your own feelings. Why do we bother to take these sacrifices to heart so much if its for the best of our relationship?

Sometimes, one may think I give up going for project meetings, friends birthday parties. How about the other? The other person may have problems, like not being able to say 'No I can't make it' to a committee meeting or a dinnr out with friends to clear some misunderstanding? The other half may have had poblems with their parents, like constant questioning 'Why are you always going out' 'Why are you out till so late'?

If we say we never get to spend time with our families because we devote our times for our other half, have you ever thought that, when you call, your other half isn't spending time with their families too?

Sometimes the other other wants badly, to do things for us, but it just so happens that the other half is really getting too busy. Ending school at 8+ 9 everyday, either projects or committee meetings or cca. Sometimes the other half wants to spring a surprise on you, to meet you, but there just isn't enough time. If only a day had 36 hours.

Sometimes the other half gets so worried about us but we just find it not worth the worry. Sometimes the other half is just too tired, but we demand some things from them.

Sometimes we just need to step into each other's shoes and just think, how it will be like for them.

Sometimes what it is like in our family is just not what it is like in the other half's family.

Sometimes our friends are just not like what the other half's friends are like.

Sometimes we get upset/disappointed but we feel that the other half doesn't care.

Sometimes we find it normal, but the other half is hurt.

Sometimes what we feel that, the other half is in the wrong, but actually, we ourselves are the ones in the wrong.

Sometimes its not even our fault, but we say its our fault.

Sometimes, we should live like we're dying. Then only maybe we'll appreciate each other.

We're important to each other, we all know that deep inside. But sometimes, our actions just don't fit our heart.

What are words what you really don't mean them when you say them?

I know it applies only to me. (hah, i'm doing it again)

2011-07-30T11:58:00.001+08:00

Let's have a competition, and see who ends the phone call the fastest.

Trust.

2011-07-30T11:25:00.002+08:00

I hope you don't betray my trust.

Sometimes, the girls' perspective of things are always different from you guys. Do you know that? What I say, may sound stupid or unreasonable to you. But its logical and reasonable for me. Just like how some things you feel its right, but I say its wrong. I hope you know this.

It just so happens your girlfriend, is not a normal kind of girl. With an open mind and arms open big and wide. I'm just so narrow minded an attention seeker who never stops asking for constant loving, caring, whining.

Perfect Two

2011-07-24T15:01:00.003+08:00

I likey the lyrics for this song.

♥

One week gone in another blink of an eye.

I got my contacts! And wts is this, I only need to wear contacts on my right eye. Imma one eyed pirate, aye aye cap'n! But, I can't wear it for long. Hahahaha. My eye feels itchy after a few minutes. :X

Ermm, I went for a theatre show at Esplanade too! My second in a lifetime. I remember the first time was to attend a choir concert with me secondary school choir.

2011-07-20T11:54:00.001+08:00

Stupid people get all the frowns.

Smart people get all the smiles.

If only

2011-07-20T11:05:00.002+08:00

I'm not skinny like those pretty girls you see.

I'm not pretty like those on the magazine.

I'm too sensitive, so much that you have to repeat yourself again and again.

I bet you wish I'm not fat and if I'm pretty.

How I wish too.

I'm not much of a use in researching.

I don't understand anything in class.

I'm not a good enough project mate nor a study partner.

If you have questions you want to ask, I can't answer them.

I think I know, why things become like that alr.

If only.

I'm pretty, I'm not fat, I'm smart. Will I be accepted?

Cry.

2011-07-20T09:49:00.002+08:00

Dear diary,

Today is such a screwed day. Will it continue like that for the rest of my life? Am I invisible? I think I am. Hah.

Making every pissed off is my forte in case you didn't know.

F u huimin.

Just call me B-e-a-utiful

2011-07-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

(L) this song.

Haircut.

2011-07-18T22:27:00.003+08:00

Yes, I got my fringe cut by Yihui. Didn't turn out that bad! At least it doesn't get into my eyes and irritate it so much. :)

School is worse than usual. With lots of new information coming in but no where to store it in. :\ I need to start revising. Really really need to. Urgh. I've never felt so blur before in school. Its seriously teacher-say-something-which-I-should-know-but-I-return-him-a-blank-stare kind of feeling.

Homework, assignments, projects piling up. And I'm just watching it pile higher as I sit infront of my computer, typing this entry.

I realised some time ago, that I'm not confident in my work at all. Answers to assignments/projects, must double check with Kelly or Yihui or anyone else before I submit. Practicals, I need someone to confirm that I got the step right before carrying it out. What have I become to?

Questions.

2011-07-05T11:20:00.002+08:00

Am i a trouble to people?

Why do I make only temporary friends.

Why do I have friends who are close to me only for a period of time then they're no longer as close?

Why am I the odd one out?

Am I that hard to be friends with?

Will someone please tell me where to change?

Will someone please just give me a slap?

What are friends for?

Why do I have no such things as close friends?

Lost but not found, yet.

2011-06-07T21:31:00.002+08:00

Anyone, who sees a Domokun pouch with my EZ-link card inside, please, return it to me.

Like anyone will see this.

I miss you.

2011-06-04T12:07:00.002+08:00

Shall I just not care about it anymore?

I've been saying and saying, but if its something you just don't want to do. Then. Let it be.

If it just strikes us in the future.

I know at least, I tried to salvage it beforehand. Just that, this thing, takes two hands to clap.

And just so coincidently. I'm clapping the air.

So weird. How can you just leave the sad times be, and only care for the happy. Unless you do something, then will the sad turn happy right? Maybe not for you. But I'm not you. I need something, or actually, someone to make me happy again.

2011-06-03T22:18:00.001+08:00

Why does a game, a mere Facebook game has sucha power to change how happy we are to now what things have become?

Its so unfair.

I really feel inferior to a game. No matter what I try to make myself think. And I know its not true. But the feelings just isn't that.

2011-05-22T13:01:00.002+08:00

Do you hear that cracking sound?

That's the sound of my heart.

How I wish I remained what I was before in Primary school. Then maybe, I'll be liked more by people. Cus I was quiet. And kept my opinions to myself. And just followed orders.

Why in the world did I change?

2011-05-21T23:32:00.001+08:00

Don't worry.

I won't say that I'll keep my feelings to myself. Cus I know it'll just make things worse for us both.

I'll keep it in.

As much as I can.

It hurts me to see you sad when I tell you my troubles.

2011-05-21T23:22:00.002+08:00

What was I born for?

I really want to know.

Why are the tears just dropping?

I also want to know.

Why do I feel so sour inside?

Can someone tell me the answer?

Am I wanted by anyone?

Will someone tell me they need me?

Will someone lend me their shoulder?

I really need one now.

I am also someone who needs people to take care of. Just because I'm bigger in size, or I am mature. I still need someone to pamper me.

Sometimes, I get very tired. Of being the person who is there to listen to people's sorrows, feelings. Who listens to me when I need someone? Who will listen to me, like how I listen to others?

What have I done?

I wish I could run

Away from this ship goin' under

Just tryin' to help

hurt everyone else

Now I feel the weight of the world is

On my shoulders

What can you do

when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions

keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times

will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right.

Can I start again

with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this.

Its Saturday.

2011-04-23T11:30:00.001+08:00

A week has passed ever since school started. And my schedule is wayyyyyyyy packed. D: The only way I'm going to have time for myself, will be if I make time for myself. :\

Wrong feeling.

2011-04-07T18:28:00.003+08:00

I love you this much, but do you believe me?

So many things happened this holidays. Its been one month alr. And I'm left with only 1 week and 3 days till school reopens, and my life get filled with books. Now even in the holidays, I can't even have some proper time with you. And if its for a short while, you don't want to meet. I don't have the confidence anymore, that we can still meet up during school. Coming to my school to meet me is riduclous for you, its too far. Coming to my house to meet me is not in the way, for you. I don't know how long more can I survive on just messages and phone calls. We don't meet, but time for calling and typing messages are also so, so short.

You told me, I love myself more than I love you. I think its true. I'm becoming more and more self-centered. First problem was with my friends, or rather the people around me. Now, even you. I don't tell things to my family, so am I alone? What's wrong with me, I really want to know. Feel like doing stupid stuff, but since I know its stupid, I don't. But seriously.

Let your hair down.

2011-03-06T17:32:00.004+08:00

Whee~ Its the holidays once again! :D I said bye to my freshman year in Ngee Ann Poly on the 3rd of March.

Exams were as usual. This semester's being worse than the previous. D: How how howwww. My results T_T.. Results will be released this 25th March. Can't wait manzxc.

Speaking of the holidays. Its packed as usual. Here's a rough idea what my "holiday" is like starting tomorrow.

7 March - Gymming with the girls. ^^

8 March - Mentoring meeting + AMK session.

9 March - Society training.

10 March - Free! Going to go out with my special someone ♥

11 March - Bringing my grandma for checkup :D + Piano lesson

12 & 13 March - Training Camp.

14 March - TCP workshop.

15 March - Mentoring meeting + AMK session.

16 March - Society training.

17 March - Packing day.

18 - 25 March - Overseas.

29 March - HOC Rehersal + AMK session.

30 March - Society training.

2 April - HOC Full Dress Rehersal 1

4 - 8 April - FOC

9 April - HOC

16 April - I wanna go out with you!

18 April - School reopens.

There! That's my schedule for this holidays. Its not including outings I wish there will be with my friends. D: I'm so glad, that there is no holiday homework in poly. *heaves a sigh of relief* If there was to be.. I don't know how I am going to complete it. Especially projects. Phew!

But nonetheless, I believe, there'll be more meetups, more meetings halfway through to organise the 2 biggest events that I'll be part of in NP. Or rather in my academic life. D: Hopefully all goes well, and it'll be successful! :D

Kinda worrying for my results. :\ I know I won't be able to do as well as the previous semester, since I didn't put in as much effort. -guilty- *SIGH* Huimin ah huimin, must buck up next semester. >:D *pulls up my socks* HAH!

I can't find a job either for this holidays. Sheesh, and I'm still splurging on nail polishes etc. I still wanna go window shopping! Anybody willing to accompany me? :(

Happy Valentine's Day!

2011-02-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day everyone! :D ♥

Complicated creatures.

2011-01-29T09:41:00.002+08:00

Girls are complicated creatures.

Why are we so 复杂? Or maybe, why am I so 复杂. When I say something, sometimes, I mean it, sometimes I don't. When I hear things, I interprete it in such a way that brings trouble and unhappiness.

Shan't say the thought of doing something foolish has never crossed my mind. It has, crossed, quite a few times. Like maybe just recently.

I still remember, when I was 10? I actually wanted to run away. Or many times, I wanted to. But I don't have the guts. :\ And I'm glad I didn't have. Because, then I wouldn't know where I'd be now, I wouldn't meet my friends and I wouldn't have met you.

I know you love me, but you're so busy that sometimes, I really don't know. You've done a lot of sacrifices for me. But its just that I do not know. And yeah, made me feel that you don't love me.
Some things we do for people we love, the person doesn't see it. Not only you, but maybe parents? They love you too, but they scold you etc. We just don't see the work they put into to earning the money, for us to live a good life.

Maybe not "we". Its just me.

I'm a very visual person. To know something, I have to see it. Why can't I just feel it? Or understand you? I'm very selfish, worse than I have thought.

I want you to do things for me, but have I done as much for you?

People say, girlfriends, are suppose to be the person that can help bring his moods up, or at least, the person who doesn't give him stress. Then.. Why am I the opposite?

Am I a monster in the making?

I make him feel stressed up. I make him moodless. I make him feel as though I'm the leader in his group, asking him to do his hatred redundant things. I make him cry. I make him regret being with me. I am making him give up on me. I make him use harsh words.

Why? Why am I doing all these? Where's the happiness I'm suppose to bring with me for him. Where's the thoughtfulness I though I am all these years? Where's the sensitivity I have?

Why am I becoming so selfish?

I feel like screaming my lungs out. I feel like falling sick and just resting in bed. I feel like falling sick just to see if you will actually come to visit me.

Shocked, that I actually heard the words I hate the most from you. Shocked, you used it with me. Once there's a first, there'll be follow ups right?

I hope not. I don't think I can take it.

In primary school, I got bullied by people in school. Once I was 9, I have to travel back from school myself, from Serangoon to Pasir Ris. Whenever I asked my father for a ride, he'll say the petrol is too expensive. Whenever I ask to help me get something since they're there alr, they say go get it yourself. In secondary school, a guy went to say "hey, you should go on a slimming package." A group of older guys went to "corner" me, threatened.

The older I get, the more I get despised by guys. But you were different. A good thing is that, we met through an online game. You didn't see how fugly I was.

All I really want, is a lot a lot of love, and maybe even more care. I want to do something, that will make you happy. I want to do many things to make you happy.

Will me keeping all the things I feel inside, help? Whenever I share a sad thought, it seems I make you moody. I thought these kind of things were meant to be shared. Then recieve console, or encouragement.

Will someone, anyone just tell me, what good I have here? What good I have to contribute to the people around me. To the people I love. To you.

2011-01-23T19:09:00.003+08:00

I should really learn to not be such a controlling freak.

Butbut, sigh. Baby zai holiday de shi hou hui bu chang dui mah? Hai shi hui gen ni mang de shi hou mei liang yang. T_T
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Wo yao feng diao le!!!

Wo sheng bing le oh, hui dan xin wo mah?

Chinese New Year is coming~

2011-01-23T09:22:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year is just around the corner! :D

Didn't get many new clothes this year. :\
Ah well~

I'm not coping well with this sem. Don't know why but i feel so not motivated or like just plain lazy. So many things to do! I really wanna maintain good grades. How how how? D:

2011!

2011-01-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

Its the start of the new year! *claps claps*

New year resolutions:
Focus more on studies.
Have better time management.
Be more positive than negative.
Save up.
Lose weight! >_<

Merry belated Christmas!

2010-12-27T08:36:00.002+08:00

The mark of an ending is a the mark of a new beginning, are we ready for it? (Y)

Yesssssssss. 2010 is ending in 5 days! D: I'm gonna miss 2010. For me, many things happened. Big changes in my life happened. More friends made. Gaining of a leadership role. Camps after camps. Losses. Its been a gruelling year, but a fruitful one. ♥

16th March, will forever be etched in my heart. ♥ I love you Po.

From 19th April till now and 2+ more years down the road, I've the best class of friends. (Y)
Special mention; Ing Lee, Kelly, Lovynn, Maggy, Yihui, I don't know what will happen if I did not have you all with me in the beginning of my Poly life.

I'm thankful, that my family is safe and sound after this year. And they must be! For the rest of the years to come.

My first maxed GPA; let there be more to come.

My first role in a committee. Let's all work well with each other, to be efficient! :D

And of course, Jin and Esther, yup, honourable mention wor~ (Y) hehe.

Christmas Season

2010-12-21T21:52:00.010+08:00

Its the Christmas season once again~ :D

The season for giving, have you given anything? I haven't bought anything for my brother yet. Short on cash D: *sniff*

He bought me something! :D

So cute right! ^^v We went walking around in NEX today, he bought Macadamia Nut Anderson Icecream too hehe. I'm really spoilt. >_>

Its been such a long time since we went out like this together. All the while, he's so busy with

projects. But now, I'm busy too! D:

Hehe, another plushie he got me a few months back. ♥

Love them both! (L)

Love him even more. ♥

Gah gah gah, training tomorrow, gonna be so tired and achy. The muscle aches are back and they're staying with me for Christmas.

Went out with Jin on Monday to ECP for skating~ LOL. We are two funny people trying to balance on the skates. HAHA. Too tired after 1 hour plus. Then went to PP shop shop! Not forgetting lunch. :D Bought a new pair of shoes! Haven't got the chance to wear it yet. :X Jin bought the exact same pair except for the colour. Hehe. Matching shoess!

On Sunday met up with Jin, Esther, Kris, Hawa and Carmen. Woot! Long time no meet sia. The all kinda grew taller, especially Carmen! Didn't see her ever since sec3? :X Had a secret santa thingy which kinda had a little bit of fault, as I had 2 secret santas! (Y) HAHA! An extra present for meeeeeeee! Thanks Kris! :D

Inconsiderate me.

2010-12-13T17:23:00.001+08:00

I feel so guilty.

Next time, I'm never ever saying things rashly anymore. @_@
Sorry. Should never hace called you that. I'm in no position to call anyone anything.

I want my photos back! :(

2010-12-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

Argh! I want my photos backkkkk :'(

Had Food Chase event held at Ngee Ann City today. The event was somewhat successful :) My part in the event is quite, relaxed. All I had to do was to sit at Subways @ Hereen and wait for the groups to come get their last food item on the list. Wooh! Yumni was there to guide me, since I didn't turn up for the briefing :X

We all wore blue! I love the shirt. Haha! Love the collar ♥ Okay, random~
It rained! D: It drizzled throughout most of the time of the event. Hmmm..

Went to eat Pastamania with the other GLs. :) First time mass eating with them since I can remember. :X Then after that, Kelly, Ing Lee and me went SHOPPING. Haha! Found this shop, selling earrings at a super incredible price, so bought a few pairs. ^^

Went to meet someone afterwards. ><
We took so many photos! D: All our pretty pretty photos, all gone thanks to my memory card having some problem. Nooooooooo! I want my pictures back, I want to use them for my DP :'(
Ahhhhhhhhh!

Old wound.

2010-12-02T00:22:00.002+08:00

Rawr! My knees have a patch of red each. Pumping is seriously a free hair-removal treatment for knees. @_@

Knees are getting weekly abrasions~ Once it heals, the wounds open up again. D: Sounds terrible, well. It IS terrible. It hurts it hurts :(

Commis went okay today. Oh! There's this very interesting show, called Outsourced. Its about this American man who got sent to India to teach them how to speak with the American accent due to downsizing by companies. This show is hilarious! Though I have yet to watch the full movie (I only watched for 30 min?), I can tell that it will be one brilliant movie, teaching you about CQ and stuff. Yup! ^^

My facebook is laggingggggg. I don't know what's wrong with it. It just loads superrr slowlyyyy today. :\

Okay, I think I shan't wait for it to load finish. Shall head for bed!

Oh! My sister got a new phone! I'm so jealous :( I want a new phone too! Nokia E5. Wonder if its really good. :X I wanna change my phone, I wanna change my phone~ Though my current phone is really good because I dropped it from quite high heights and it still is able to function well. :D

A word to describe my feelings.

2010-11-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

Moody.

I feel terrible.

2010-11-25T18:55:00.003+08:00

I feel so terrible! Took a short nap just now, and! Woke up feeling hot and puffed up, legs and hands all cold. Really hope I will get well soon. Can't get to eat the things I wanna eat! Ice cream~ Nom nom nom. xD

Oopsy, I haven't start on my homework yet! :X

Sick sick sick. D:

2010-11-25T15:43:00.002+08:00

I'm sick!
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~ D:

I don't know why I can't seem to recover, FULLY. Cough got worse after yesterday's training. Must be the wind. >:( But I had fun yesterday! The games reminded me of bowling, then yeah. Tip for all, whenever you are to pair up, please choose the right partner.

Au revoir!

I need mental strength.

2010-11-11T21:52:00.003+08:00

Its not the physical reliance that I need you know?
I can work and earn money too.
I didn't get into this, just to have someone whom I can rely on for physical needs; money etc.

All I want, is mental support. I need it a lot. Really.
Whenever I'm down, I can't seem to get to you.
Whenever I need someone to talk too, I end up having to hear you being all sian and everything.

Do you know? That you're busy yes.
This one I can't say anything. I don't want to get in your way of getting good grades.

I'm like an idiot. Waiting, keep waiting by my phone, hoping to see your name blinking in my phone. Now, I don't dare to check my phone anymore. I'm just afraid of getting myself any more disappointed.

Now already, you're so busy.
What will happen next time? When you go to work?

Yes, I know I'm thinking too far but, I don't want to have to keep telling myself, oh he's busy. He still cares about you. Don't worry. Or to our future children, oh daddy's busy, he cannot be with us now, don't cry.

I know you're busy. And I hate it. ARGH!

5 stages of Love.
by Ruth D. Kerce

What ae the stages of love? Love develops between two partners in different stages.

For love to endure, each stage is important.

Let's break it down into 5 stages: (1) attraction, (2) romance, (3) passion, (4) intimacy and (5) committment.

Stage 1: ATTRACTION - a positive response to a person beyond friendship. This can further be broken down into two areas, (a) physical attraction and (b) emotional attraction.

a. Physical Attraction - happens when your body reacts to another person. heart rate increases, temperature rises, palms get sweaty, stomach tightens, throat tightens etc. This is the most superficial of "loves" on one level, but one of the most powerful on another. It represents the first contact.

b. Emotional Atraction - develops next, if the circumstances are right. After being drawn to a person physically, you then begin to converse. If you find you have things in common - hobbies, ideaologies, careers, education or some other common ground - then an emotional attraction starts to form.

Stage 2: ROMANCE - essentially an act of trying to influence or gain favour of another by lavishing attention or gifts on them. There are two types of romance, (a) selfish romance and (b) selfless romance.

a. Selfish Romance - occurs when you do romantic acts solely for the purpose of gaining something for yourself - like to get gifts, to impress someone else or even simply for sexual favours whether your partner is interested or not.

b. Selfless Romance - occurs when you do romantic acs for the enjoyment and pleasure of your partner. You recieve your enjoyment and pleasure through their happiness.

Selfish romance (and love) will quickly die out. Selfless romance (and love) will endure. Because romance is an "act", many couples who have been together for a long time take it for granted. With a conscious effort, it can be rekindled.

Stage 3: PASSION - a desire for another person, which has grown to an intensity that can't be ignored. This is often where an emotional relationship turns into a physical relationship. The passion stage is very important. It's a plateau.

From here the relationship will fork into two roads, and the couple must decide which path to take. The relationship will either burn itself out, or will move on to the next stage.

Stage 4: INTIMACY - a cose association with another person of the deepest nature. You share your thoughts, your feelings, your dreams. In true intimacy, there nothing you cannot tell this person (though we often hesitate because of our own unfounded fears).

Intimacy is not total in one swoop. It is a developing process, which never ends. If you can't establish intimacy with your partner, your relationship may work for awhile, but is unlikely to endure throughout the years.

Stage 5: COMMITMENT - a pledge to remain true to your mate throughout good and bad times. Commitment is easy when times are good. Commitment can be extremely difficult when times are bad. Learn to ride out the bad times.

If you've made it this far, why give up? Listen to each other, be willing to compromise, and remember why you got together in the first place.

Love is worth the effort..

I took this from Lovynn. Hehe. ^^
Its true. It hits some spots. Don't you feel it too?

Bon voyage!

2010-11-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

Bon voyage!

I'm missing you both a little already. ):
Have a safe and fun trip!
We will be waiting for you both to be back :D

Live life to the fullest.

2010-11-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Live life to the fullest, for you'll never know what awaits you.
Cherish every single person in your life.

These two important things that have been re-enforced in my life this year.

Cherish the people around you. And also, to live life to the fullest.

I made a terrible mistake just 20-30 mins ago..
I made my father angry.
Yes, he of course will be angry. With that horrid tone I talked to him in. And being so arrogant. Sometimes, I realy do not know why I cannot control myself. I always do things I regret. And know, I feel so guilty. And I am angry at myself. Just a day before my father goes on an overseas trip with my mother, must I make him angry. Why Hui Min? Why?

All I can do is be angry at myself. I really do hope, he won't be angry soon. I don't want him to go overseas in this kind of mood.

I am really sorry.

Tired.

2010-08-06T10:00:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of being sad.
I miss my happy me.
I wonder if you do too.

I wonder if you've noticed, how different I've become these past few days. I doubt it.
Since you're busy with your report.
You can take it as I'm not as understanding as you'd thought I'd be.
I failed. Again and again.

I want to be someone who will always be there for you.
But somehow, it seems. I feel like I'm drifting away.
I no longer know what you're doing.
I can't even tell how're youre feeling anymore. I don't know.. Its just been so hard.
I kinda regret. How I am like that. I wish I could be someone better. Someone who can understand what you're going through right now. Someone who knows more about you.
You say, knowing what you like etc, all these are superficial.
But somehow, don't you find, without knowing all these, we hardly have anything to talk about?

When I talk to you about my friends, you don't know who they are, and if I did tell you theri names before, you'll forget. I can't expect you to remember all my friends, but at least, I don't know, remember a few?
I try telling you the things that happened, but you seem like, a little, not bothered.
I wish you'd tell me things that happen to you in school, at home, everything. I'm interested to know.
But, you'd always end up giving up halfway through because I have too many questions.

Its so tiring.
It wasn't like that before. I hardly talk to you anymore. Now I have so many questions.
Am I still important to you?
Do you still care about me?
When you help me carry my bag.. Is it because of duty? Or is it really because you want to help lighten my load?
Do you still love me?

I know that last question, the answer should be yes. I hope. But I want to hear it from you.
I don't know. You're tired, from your report and things like that. But do you know that I'm tired too?
I've got so many tests, so many things happenning. That I've got a lot of things in my mind, that keeps me from having a nice deep sleep?

Wait, I forgot, I didn't tell you. Because we hardly talk anymore.

Things I tell you, things that make me sad, you reply with a "Orh/En/I see" etc.
I never tell anyone else things that bother me. Because I want you to be the first one to know. First one to console me. But it seems, I have no choice. But to turn to others now. The more I keep them inside, waiting for you. The worse I become. This whole week, there's never a day, tears don't appear in my eyes.

I've had times, within this whole week, feeling like I should do something foolish. Just to see, if you care.
I'll be alright, whenever I'm around people. But once I'm alone. All my troubles start to appear, I start to get sad.
I'm no longer the happy Hui Min people once knew.

My health isn't exactly at its good point. Its so easy for me to fall sick now. I'm sick again, coughing, migranes. The pain in my head is getting to me sometimes.

Tired of thinking "If..." this, "If..." that.
Its really not that I don't trust you. But there's nothing for me to trust. Trusting you means giving you freedom. Then..

I hate how everytime we meet, we become unhappy when we part. I hate it.
Where are my happy times? I want them back.

Perhaps you can't tell, that I'm tired. That I don't blame you. Because I hide things pretty well. But my mother noticed. She noticed I'd have bloodshot eyes the past few mornings. And asked me to go to sleep earlier. My friends noticed the panda eyes. You notced the panda eyes after I cried in front of you.

I'm trying real hard. But I think may be getting a little numb already.
I told you I can't meet you on the 16th. You don't have much of a response. I told you I can't go out with you this Saturday. No response. I told you too bad, you can't try the baked rice I helped make for you. "Its okay~".

I'm so tired.
Tired of being sad.
Tired of crying.
Tired of being tired.
Tired of talking to myself.

Heya!

2010-07-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey!

I haven't posted in a very very very very very very very loooooooong time ><

So thought maybe I shall do a little update. But without the pictures.

No time no time. Need to sleeeep. zzZ~

Okay, recently what I've been busy with is, let's see, hmm, tests, tests, projects, quizes, ooooh, one more thing! Tutorials!

Now ain't that fun! @_@

I sound soo sarcastic. Pardon me u_u

Yeah, been sleeping at 12am consecutively for the past two weeks. Sometimes due to tests, sometimes due to tutorials, sometimes due to Facebook. What can I say? I'm hooked! =x

Really need to catch up on my sleep!

Volunteered in a donation drive today! Got all drenched. ><

I really don't wanna get sick. I need to be healthy for my tests, projects, family and most importantly, my special someone.

><

Really wish I have Edward's power to read minds. ><

Happy 4th month baby! <3

"If"s

2010-06-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

I really should stop thinking so much.
It only brings hurt, sadness, confusion to other people.
All the "If"s that keep popping up in my head for any possible reason I can find.

I should also stop stoning. Its wastes so much of my precious time.. I really have to kick all these bad habits.
The sooner the better.

Update on my life.

2010-05-28T12:38:00.039+08:00

Hey there!

It's been quite a while, since I last posted a REAL post. Heh.

Well, here's the post I don't know if anyone's been waiting.

School's been awesome. Well, of course, minus all the piles of homework and assignments given to me everyday. Which just keeps piling up in my head.

Its like, UNO bricks. Haha! Stack stack stack ~

I love my class. (L) them!

T03 FTW! I love you guys. :D

This photo is ♥

We took it at Dhoby Ghaut station?

Everyone was looking at us. ROFL! We were like spamming pictures then.

This was JingJie's 17th birthday celebration!

(I found out that I have a direct bus to Orchard, from school!! How cool is that. Hoho!)

Hmm, my mentor is Ms Ana De Roo.

She's an international follower or something. Oopsy =x

Haha. She's a great teacher anyway!

Brings in balloons to explain the VSPER theory to us. Though.. I can't say I really get it yet. Sorry! ><

Here's a class photo with my mentor!

All of us wore our PINK Ngee Ann shirt that day. AHHHHHHHHHH!

(We didn't tell Ms De Roo that we were wearing pink. BUT SHE ALSO WORE PINK THAT DAY How coincidental is that?! So cuteeee.)

My modules for this semester are all pretty interesting. And I have a feeling it's much easier than next sem's. Uhoh. @_@

Microbiology, is FUNNNNN.

BUTTTT, I don't quite get a lot of stuff, mainly because there's a lot of reading up I'm behind. And I'm not faring well that that module. Scored only 40/70 for the last graded MCQ quiz.

*sighs*

The teacher, Dr Charmaine, is good. Somehow, I won't feel like sleeping in her lectures. Unless of course, her lecture is after lunch and well, all blood rushes to the stomach to digest right? So my brain will be a little more deprived of oxygen and hence, I float away to lala land. Can't blame me, its how the body works. :P

Physiology, ermm. The teacher, Dr Susan Lee, she's reaaaaaaaaaally nice. But I don't know why, I just can't keep awake in her class. u.u

We had a passing of sweets during lecture this week. HAHA! It was hilarious. I think we passed around like 6 different kinds of sweets/chocolates? XD
There was the XXL Mentos, Sour Mentos, Lakerol (mine!), Gummy bears, Mentos Cool Chews, etc etc. Can't really remember all the names.

I just realise something, my class seems to be promoting Mentos eh? o.o"

Mathematics! I really wanna AD that module. D:<

But! I'm just soooooooo careless! Urgh. I lost 6 marks due to carelessness (such as factorising wrongly because i was lazy to type it out in the calculator, and copying the answer from the calculator wrongly. I mean, HOW CAN ANYONE COPY THE ANSWER WRONGLY?!) Yeah, so I only scored 21/30 for the first test. I had another tet yesterday, and I've lost 2 marks, duw to what? DUE TO MY CARELESSNESS, yet again. Yep. What else can it be? ~.~

*sighs*

I'm in basket-to (basketball in Japanese) for my Sports&Wellness module.

My school is interesting in a way that they conduct "PE" lessons for the Year 1 students.

I wanted to get into Volleyball/Badminton/Hip-Hop!! But, i took too long to find my way to the LT, and yeah. It all got taken. First come first serve. Ah well, 没有缘吧.

Ohoh, Inorganice & Physical Chemistry (IPC) is the module that my mentor is teaching me ^^

The balloons as I've mentioned earlier? Yup :D

That module is so cool. I didn't know electrons had soooo many orbitals or whatever that's called (see, result of not understanding) Its basically Secondary school chemistry, just more in depth. :D

Okay, enough of the modules, its time for some pictures :D

The girls :D

We made Maggy stand beside Jingjie, because of this funny situation which I won't disclose XP

Aww, ain't it cuteee.

Hohoho, 耍帅 :D

Ermmm, legs up?

HAHA! I think they were trying to attempt at some seductive pose with the poster we got for JingJie, his favourite SNSD.

Marcus & Zhe Huan! Marcus is our class rep. :D

And Zhe Huan.. Hmmm, He always spices things up in class. XD

At macs; Plaza Singapore, waiting for the others.

Yihui! Don't underestimate her! She's super strong and is in dragonboating! XD

At SIM's Megabytes! :D Kelly and Aaeshah. Aaeshah's is super clever!

Kelly is our class assistant rep. XD

Me with my Pink Balloon during IPC Practical.

With Ing Lee, my IPC lab partner :D
Balloons filled with Hydrogen gas from our experiment. PINK BALLOON SO CUTE!

Me and my beloved domokun. :D

That's it I guess. ^^

Will have more next time. ITS SO TOUGH LOADING THE PICTURES. ><"

Baby bought me a domukun pencil case! >_<

I love it a lot, but of course, I love you the most.

I'm gloomy.

2010-05-13T11:41:00.001+08:00

I'm moody.
I think like nobody ants to talk to me.
I have a black face. I'm not sociable.
I dislike me.
I don't know what's wrong with me

I'm freaked out.

2010-04-15T09:38:00.003+08:00

Gah.
Yes, i'm back from my last camp of the year! (I hope)

This camp is super tiring.
Urgh.. I love the games!
But, i prefer NPSU's atmosphere and people.
Somehow, i can't click with the people in this camp.

I have this feeling, that i'll be a loner in poly.
Ah well...

Hmm, first day, was induction day and half a day of camp.
That one was W-E-I-R-D .

Everyone's like super loooooow.
Then the GLs, were the crazy ones, being high by themselves.

Speaking of the GLs, i kinda prefer my GLs from NPSU.
Hee.
XD

I'm so evil. Muahahahaha! :B

First day had telematch, it was super duper fun!
Then at night, we had some games.
Lights out at 3.30 am.

The second day was super super tiring.
In the morning we had a so called "Amazing Race" around the school.
That one was tiring because we ran here and there, up and down the hill.

I really think us students should suggest havin a mini-van service within the school grounds.
@.@

Then, was the dirty games.
All of us were dirt this time round.
Char-kweh-teow.
Bubbletea pearls, margerine, water, vinegar, flour, some icky sauce etc.
EWWWWWW.

At night, we had the Night Walk/ Confidence Walk.
I totally broke down in that one.
I started crying.
Gosh, the "ghost"s switched on their torchlights and asked if i was okay and that if i want to continue.
Haha!
I cried like a baby; crybaby sia me.

I continued, oh! I really really look up to my partner.
She's super calm and steady!
We took quite a long time in the walk. Partly my fault, because i was too scared.
And also we had to walk slowly because my partner's got a bit of night blindness, sometimes she can't see the stairs.

Third and last day, we had mini games.
Haha, fun games.

"Today FOC ah, come and take neo-print ah! Take nep-print ah take neo-print...."
XD

Reached back home quite fast, because Caroline's mum fetched me back.
Slept all the way to 8.
then at night around 11.30 went back to sleep.
CAN'T SLEEP! I CAN'T SLEEP!
URGH.

I keep re-thinking about what happened at the Night Walk, and all those creepy stories about people being able to see stuff in school.
T________T
Can't sleep, i'm so tired.. but i can't sleep!

I'm freaking out.. and i really miss him.. but he's got work.
I don't know how to explain the feeling..
It's gonna be our one month tomorrow.
I don't know what to get him, and I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE TO GET TO SEE HIM TOMORROW.
I can't stay out too late, 8's the curfew, but he ends work at 6/7.

He said.. the date's not important, its the going out..
But, i feel that the day is important!
It's a once in the life thing..

I'm moodswinging again, super depressed.
i wanna go to sleep....

Yawns

2010-04-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

Urgh..
The boredom.

Hais..

I'm sick again

2010-04-01T12:17:00.004+08:00

Jin! I've updated! :D

& &, yeah.
I'm currently sick. Again.
*coughs coughs*

Hmm, I shall start from camp.
Camp was fun! Though i may not be one of those super-super-super-HIGH people; I'm one of those super-super-HIGH, I had loads of fun.
:D

We cheered like nobody's business~
The sound of our cheers is just, overwhelming.
It makes you go high even if you aren't part of it.

FOC aka Freshman Orientation Camp.
It sounds as though we're "Free-of-charge"
Lol!

I'm in Ares! The God of War.
RAAAAAAWR!
*shrieks*

Oh, i totally ♥ the cheers our GLs (Group Leaders) came up with.

Example example:
C'MON ARES PUT YOUR LEFT SPEAR UP!
A!
& YOUR RIGHT SHIELD UP!
R!
LET'S SEE SOME BLOOD!
EEE!
x2
AH LAAAI, WE POKE YOUR "S" AH!

:D
Cute right?!
I know i know, my GLs are cute too!
Especially Wawa. ♥ her loads.

Oh! Out group won the Most Adorable and Cute Award!
♥ ♥ ♥

And yeah, due to the cheering, I kinda lost my voice when camp ended.
Got it back a day after or so, but i started coughing.
And it hasn't stopped yet.
*sighs*
I so want it to stop.

Yesterday went ECP .
Cycling with my camp group.
Yeah, "bonded" eh?
Hais.. I can't blame them for what I felt.
Being left out, as usual ~

Saturday's Sentosa day!
Sentosa = So Expensive Nothing TO See Actually.
:3
Credits to Heng Xuan who taught us that.

Lol.

I'm leaving.. for freshman camp!

2010-03-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna be away for like 4 days ?
Camping in Ngee Ann Polytechnic!
D:

I really, really, really, really, really, really HOPE; That it is going to be fun.
*crosses fingers*

So yeah, don't miss me too much.
:D

I doubt anyone will, so anywayzxc.
After this camp, it's one camp down, one more to go!
^^v

Oh gosh, I haven't even finished packing my bag!
Ahhh!
Naughty naughty Hui Min. Tsk.

2010-03-21T17:13:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with me.
oh gosh.
Even i do not know what's wrong.

♥

2010-03-19T17:15:00.001+08:00

I ♥ March 16.

<3

2010-03-11T21:43:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel very down and out.
Just sad.

Got screamed at by my father, credits to the lappy and me de-cun-jin-chi-ing.

I'm not gonna cry.
I'll try.

I got my package!

2010-03-02T13:46:00.001+08:00

YESSSSS!
I finally got my enrollment package!
:D

Have to fill up all the forms and stuff.

And i dont know why these few days a bit sian sian one uh .
~0~
Hais.

Excitement.

2010-02-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

WAHHHHH~

Yesterday, was a super malu day.
@.@

Today, went to get new phone, and my iTouch !
Finally!
♥ ~

But my phone..
*sighs*
Please do not laugh if you see me and my phone, thank you very much.
><
Yes, its that bad.
But, ok la. ITs just a normal Nokia phone that can msg, call, listen music, camera etc etc.
Just nothing reaaaaaly special about it.
Unless you count the super-uber big fonts.
:B

♥ !

2010-02-22T21:40:00.002+08:00

I'm in love with the song ~
Ahhhh ~

The song is so damn sweet. :3
And yeah, i'm going to become a couch potato thank you very much.

Currently watching
~> Dou Niu, Yao Bu Yao
~> Criminal Minds season 1
~> Departures
~> and 1 more Jap show, which i forgot the title.

All "rented" from Jin.
XD

Sleep; miss him, eat; miss him, watch show; miss him, eat; miss him, sleep; miss him.
This is what i do practically everyday since I've stopped working.
*sighs*

Can't wait for Thursday :B
1, 2, 3 more days ~

2010-02-19T08:56:00.001+08:00

Finally gonna meet Jin after 1234567890 years.
:O

Bored.
Hais..

Rest week.

2010-02-17T08:59:00.002+08:00

Ahhh~
The bliss.

No need to wake up at 8 to prepare for work.
No need to wear any more white polo-tee.
No need to wear any more of those hunk-of-a-boots.

But..

Need to meet up with Kris to get our time-sheet filled.
Need to return my CS badge and key (but i lost the key).
Need to go shopping for more clothes.

Changed the songs.
First song is currently Estheroo's fav.
Second song is super sweet la.

Jiayou wors! Must score high high.
>:D
Then when we go out, you can xiang shou.
^^

The eve

2010-02-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

It's the eve of Chinese New Year~

The year of the TIGER.
Rawr.

Its also the last day of work at Cold Storage.
I'm so gonna miss the people there.
Though, not say very close to them, but we had fun ^^

I'll miss Jackson and his never-ever-satiated-appetite.
I'll miss Boss and his oh-so-ever cold jokes.
I'll miss Christina and her wicked laughter.
I'll miss Stewart and his F&V department.
I'll miss Janice and her cheeriness.
I'll miss Uncle Chua and his friendliness.
I'll miss Mickey too!
XD

I managed to make more friends :D
Manishasha, Alicia ~
Hope i'll be able to go back there to work again.
But, i think for the next week, i'm gonna rest.
Its been super hectic.

Boss gave me a mandarin orange bag!
Er, actually, its something i'm able to redeem because i bought the oranges but but, he let me choose which one i want!
E-L-M-O ! ♥

& !
I wish everyone a very happy early Chinese New Year!

Oranges~

2010-02-10T11:01:00.002+08:00

I think i'll be sick and tired of oranges even before new year starts.

Now i'm working as an orange "promoter".
I pack, eat, promote, check oranges for customers.
And the skin on my hands are peeling~ Oh, i cutted myself with the penknife.
Not once, not twice, maybe thrice.
~.~
*sighs*

I told Manisha we have free deodarant for hands. Orange flavoured.

Oh oh! But i love working there in the atrium!
Can talk and crap with each other, and chat with the dms and boss.
Boss is so funny la.

Me and manisha will be talking away in some corner, then once we see him, we separate ways.
Then boss will say, "I come you all go uh. Very smart ah."

02, IS ALWAYS EATING.
He ah, when we're packing the oranges for customers, he will come and then just take an orange go peel and eat. Ask him to take a slice to see if its sweet or not, he take half of the orange.
Make us peel more only.
But he this kind, good uh.
Anything also eat.

03, is now my in-charge, since he's in-charge of the F&V section.
He's super cute sometimes.
And he really take good care of his workers ><
hehheh.

Past few days have been working full shift.
Must peservere! and think of S 11 !

Today off ~
Later going out with someone. @.@
*nervous*

Ps: S 11 ~> $ as quoted from manisha XD

2010-02-01T14:49:00.003+08:00

I just thought of something that really explains how i feel!

I'm like a side dish to people.
Something to play with, to use or to entertain them with, until the main dish has arrived.
Who wants the side dish when the main dish is there.

That's how i feel how some people are treating me.

I'm so smart ^^
Can't believe i thought of this :3

Off today

2010-02-01T08:22:00.002+08:00

Later going to meet Jin at Century Square, eat my very much awaited dessert!
:D

The last time see Sinyi eating it, super jealous.
I down there cough cough, and i wanted to buy it, then Jin gave me the look and say,
"Someone's still sick uh... "
>:B

Now not sick le!
I think. =x
So i'm gonna eat it today!
Yay!
^^

As for whether i'm feeling better or not, i'm not gonna care liao.
Me myself also dont know whether i'm sad or happy.
Hais..

Yay!

2010-01-27T08:23:00.002+08:00

I got posted to my first choice.
Biomedical Science / Biology Laboratory Technology ♥

I'm ecstatic.
:D

Me go kisiao

2010-01-26T10:55:00.003+08:00

*madness*

Tomorrow getting back posting results!
I'm scared i won't be able to get into the course i want.
Eeps

(L)

2010-01-24T12:48:00.001+08:00

I ♥ MY BLOG SONGS.

:D

First song!
Is the song i'm learning on the piano now :3
Nice hor?
^^v

I want the second song, All of me - Half of you by Varsity.
Anyone have the song?

2010-01-23T22:54:00.002+08:00

Bleh.
You think others can dai ti ni uh.
ahtom, is just a friend, like a best friend.
But you're not.
You're my best friend cum confidant cum a lot a lot of things.

guess i finally tire you out eh.
can't blame you.
what with me like this, especially these few days.

i have nothing else to say.
:/
hais..

Tmr's my first day off !

2010-01-21T22:46:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is my first day off!

Woot! :B
It means i've been working for about a week now.
As an order taker
XD

And i think, so far, today has been the funnest day ever!
I helped the cashiers!
-pack pack pack-

So fun ^^
I made a new "friend"
She's one of the cashiers, Yvonne.
Though i do not know why people at CS call her ahma ._.
She's nice :D
Teaches me how to pack, and what should be with what or what shouldn't.

hehe >:D

Oh oh, i also got bag check.
Though i dont know, if its that person trying to kid me or something.
So funneh la can.
Eeps.

I learnt today, that you really really have a lot of feelings for me
.<
I feel stupid.
Maybe, its because of the way you show your concern bah.
But but, me too.
^-^

Woking.

2010-01-20T08:56:00.002+08:00

Hohoho~
I'm working already!

I got my badge, and locker on Saturday :B
Hehe.

Was actually supposed to start work on the Friday, but somehow, i fell sick
><
Had the fever and cough.
My fever took its own time to subside, but it still did ^^

Felt horrible during that few days.

Today's the training :D
I know i know, i've already started work and my training is only today!?
I also find it wierd.
:3

But who cares~
As long as i've received the training i need, and won't be such a blur queen anymore.
Heh.

OH. GUESS WHAT NUMBER MY LOCKER IS !
TATATATATA~

16 !

Is that super qiao or what!
XD

NO MORE !

2010-01-13T08:25:00.003+08:00

That's it!
I've submitted my 12 choices!
*clap clap*

First choice is obviously Biomedical Science in Ngee Ann
XD

I hope i'll be able to get into it. If i can't . . .
@.@
Don't even wanna think about it.

Ohoh, yesterday went to my ex-tuition centre with Jin, to pass our maths results to Mr Chiam!
>:B
Jin took some pictures of the tuition centre too!
Hehe.

& & Later Esther is gonna come my house to bake M-U-F-F-I-N-S-♥
And then we're gonna go to MJC's Open house
:O

I know i know, i'm being super extra going there.
Whatever ok?
.____."
It was once my dream tertiary school.
:D

P.S. I'm gonna start work in like, 1 day! I know! Omgosh right!?

I'm shell-shocked, speechless.

2010-01-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

I'm speechless.
I'm shocked.

My results, are better than i've expected.
Much, much better.

My name..
I dreamt of thing happening, but i didn't know it will actually happen.

I'm really, really happy now.

I'm really grateful to everyone who gave me support throughout this entire year.
My teachers, my friends.
Thank you all very, very much!

But somehow, i think i'm having an emotion-lag or something.
The joy, is taking its time to come to me.
Why is it that, you seem, sad?
I don't understand
>.<"

TOMORROW !

2010-01-10T12:05:00.003+08:00

OMGOSH.
THE DAY.
ITS TOMORROW!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*screams*

Tomorrow We're gonna be wearing our school uniforms for the very, very last time.
Ahh, the nostalgia ~

I'm gonna miss the baby blue skirts, the baby blue buildings, and the teachers.
Yes. Believe it or not, i'm gonna miss the teachers. All of them.
):

& &, no more milk tea for me.
Yesterday drank COLD MILK TEA at NP, and now, i'm feeling kinda sick.
I think i'm falling sick.
><

Will you care about me?

Screwd up

2010-01-08T21:37:00.002+08:00

ARGH !

I screwed it up big time.
Finally had the chance to meet you; and i freaked out.
@.@

Not only that, i didn't know how to stop the conversation with the accounting person,
then then, i didn't manage to talk to you.
Except, a "Hi." and a "Bye."

T.T

I was super dao luh. WHY AM I LIKE THAT WITH GUYS ?!

*sobs*

And and, the friend looks super scary ><"
Me = afraid of him
:X
__________________________________________________________________

Went to Temasek Polytechnic today with Esther and Kristin.

Went to Kristin's house first though, to make cookies for someone (nudges esther).
Ended spending around 3 hours to bake.
We took super long! The first batch was like super oily, because we put too much oil. so had to pour in the second batch, and we ended having too much batter.

And yes, i brought home the leftover batter.
Anyone want cookies? They're mm mm deliciouso ~
If i do have to say so myself
XD

Then reached TP at around 2+ ?
And we walked.
Walked.
Walked.
Walked.

Leg pain uh.
Have blisters liao.
Damn.
*sighs*

Tomorrow its, Singapore Polytechnic in the morning and Ngee Ann Polytechnic in the afternoon.
I'm going with my parents!
:D

Whee ~

Psst!
I think i'm missing someone.
Shiat.

Helpless

2010-01-07T08:27:00.002+08:00

I feel so helpless.

There you are, upset over your results.
But it seems, I can't console you, or rather, I don't know how to console you..

What should I say?

ANTI EMO

2010-01-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

ANTI EMO !

Rawr !

Dang today.

2009-12-31T13:29:00.001+08:00

Today is an emo day.

Dont know why, but somehow, so many of my friends are emoing today.
WE ALL MUST SMILE, CELEBRATE, SAY GOODBYE TO 2009 & HELLO TO 2010!

Hopefully, 2010 will be an interesting year for all of us.
*prays really hard*

2nd Last day in 2009

2009-12-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

Can't believe we're left with only 1 day in 2009!

My 16th birthday is over.
Prelims are over.
O Levels are over.
Christmas is over.
New year is coming.

2010

Wonder what kind of a year it will be for me..
*deep in thought*

Oh! Did i mention i got a job?
:D
I'm gonna work as an order taker at Kovan, Cold Storage!
I wanna earn moneh ~ !
Oh yeah, oh yeah.
Then i can finally get my hands on an iTouch+new phone+CLOTHES.

Woot!

Am gonna countdown to 2010 at banana's house.

Bye! See you all next year !
XD

MERRY XMAS '09 ! ♥

2009-12-25T20:45:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHIRISTMAS EVERYONE !

I wish everyone will enjoy this special day, and may all thier wishes come true :D

Yijin and Esther are both working today, and i believe Kristin is too.
Xin ku ni men le ! (:

The end.

2009-12-14T11:04:00.002+08:00

GOOD BYE PEOPLE!
I'll be going overseas from today till Saturday, so don't sms me or call me during this period
(:

I dont know if this is the end or not, guess everything is up to your reply now.
I really hope its not gonna end like that
><

Sadded.

2009-12-04T20:43:00.001+08:00

Why do i feel the urge to cry?

Its just some game. Not even in the reality, but why do i feel so heartbroken?
Wierd.
What have i gotten myself into?
Why am i such a person?

My goodness..

Bored

2009-12-01T17:35:00.003+08:00

Bored ._____."
Come here to update because I like the day 1 December 2009.

Lame much :O

Ps : Hui Min wishes Yi Jin lotsa GOOOOOOOOOD LUCK with her new job xD

Warning: Before going under the Sun for long periods of time, put on sunblock

2009-11-25T17:36:00.007+08:00

WTH.
I'm suffering from super, super, super horrible sunburn!
A. R. G. H.

As the saying goes, "Better be safe then sorry".
I now soooooooo totally agree with it.
I SHOULD HAVE PUT ON SOME SUNTAN LOTION BEFORE GOING INTO WILD WILD WET.
>:(

Am super angry with myself now.
Anyways, what's dones is done. No use crying over spilt milk.
At least I learnt a HUGE & IMPORTANT lesson, through the hard way of course.
*bleh*
Why do I always find myself in these kinds of situations!?

On Monday, I went to Wild Wild Wet for the first time.
YEEESSSS. I KNOOOOOW.
You live so near to Wild Wild Wet but you've never been there before!? Yadda yadda. . .
SO WHAT.
At least I went. Once. On Monday.

In the beginning, I was super unwilling to go to Wild Wild Wet. You can ask SinYi.
I even told her I'll just sit there and watch them play.
-.-
In the end, I ended up having fun :D

We went and tried out most of the "stations" except for the tunnels.
Some people who are skinner than me actually got stuck in there. What else is there to doubt if I, this big and fat creature was to ride it.
I think they will have the cut open the tunnel to get me out or something.
-____-"

We went in at around 10.30am and decided to call it quits at about 3pm?
We realised that if we were to stay any longer, we would become very sunburned.
However, it turns out that I AM ALREADY SUPER SUNBURNED.

I'm now horribly red, pain, and hot.
Okay, today's actually better, I don't feel so hot anymore. BUT THE PAINNNNNN and the REDNESSSSS.
):

I can now be seen carrying a bottle of Johnson's Body Lotion everywhere I go in the house.
I'm putting it on in intervals.
Hopefully, it'll be better asap
):

Lesson learnt, ALWAYS PUT ON SUNBLOCK BEFORE VENTURING OUT UNDER THE SUN FOR LOOOONG PERIODS OF TIME.

Speaking of sun, yesterday and today is kinda too bright, too hot and too sunny for the monsoon season eh?
PEOPLE. SAVE THE EARTH YO!
This is global warming i'm telling you!

Freedom has never been so boring.

2009-11-16T14:32:00.004+08:00

):

The almighty O Levels are over! :D
But, instead of feeling ecstatic (which I did a few days ago), I'm feeling bored out of my skin!
*bleh*

Oh well. Time for the SUPER DUPER LOOOOOOOONG post I've been wanting to write.

Hmm.. Where shall I start?
Oh yes.

The O Levels were ooooooooookay. Sorta.
I'm praying hard my results won't be bad ):
I WANNA GET INTO THE BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE COURSE IN NGEE ANN!
*roar*
I'm pretty worried for my Biology. Eeps!

Anywayszxc, on Friday I camped Audi for like 12hours?
*wootz*
Then on saturday, went for my mei's school carnival!
Her school was all the way at Bukit Batok. Far, yes i know xD
THANK YOU JIN! PEI ME ALL THE WAY *shriek*
Had stomach flu. Can't eat a full meal anymore ):
I think I scared poor Sin Yi to death >< Sin Yi, Jin, Yuan Ru & Yan Rong for giving me many many good tips on how to stop the feeling of wanting to vomit every fews seconds.
PEOPLE! YAKULT/VITAGEN HELPS!

Okay, back to Sunday.
On Sunday, my whole family went to Suntec for the Malaysia Fair.
ARGH! I'm going to Malaysia in Decemberzxc!
IPOH. Here I come -o-
Its not that I don't wanna go, more because I'VE GONE TO MALAYSIA LIKE 10000000000++ TIMES ALREADY @_@
Okay, okay. I'm exagerating.
Only about, 10 times?
STEEEEELZ.
*sigh*

After the Malaysia Fair, my mother, sister and I went searching for a dress that will actually fit me -_____-"
DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR THE STUPID SUNTEC IS FROM THE RAFFLES CITY!?
It's like, 2.4 km away. And this, I'm sooooooo not exagerating.
Walk until my leg tired.

Search search search, find find find. Found some nice dresses but didn't buy because I'm going out with Fiona to search for more.
Only after that then I shall make the final decision.
Anywayzxc, I ain't gonna look fab so throw that whole thing aside.

Finally.....! Today! I went back to Suntec, walked 2.4km from City Hall Mrt to Suntec and got my hands on the whole collection of W***. (Not gonna disclose what show lest I get sniggered at)
:D
I ♥ W***

I really am SUPER grateful to my mum.
She bought me a new earpiece (PINK!), a mp5, clothes, shoes :x
And the sum adds up to, A SUPER HUGE SUM.
THANK YOU! :3
And there's still the cost of my dress.
*sigh*

The Gala's this Friday~~
Can't wait (with inverted commas)

7 days and counting!

2009-10-19T12:05:00.003+08:00

1 WEEK

That's the period of time we are left with 'till the d.day mates.
O_O
You are now given the right to panic/freak out etc.

sian ji pua

I'm tired :(

2009-10-03T19:16:00.002+08:00

RAWR!

it has been a SUPER DUPER tiring week.
Loads of homework is piling up. Mr Chia is giving lots of '08 prelim papers. Mr Tan is giving even more Chemistry papers (+revision worksheets) etc etc.
*woah*
Homework overload~

WE MUST CHIOOOOONG.
We're left with 23 days to the big 'O's.

BACK !

2009-09-26T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hey people! I'm back posting again.
Miss me? Doubt anyone reads it anyway.

Argh! The exams are coming and all i can think of is play, play, and more play! I am so dead.

Didn't really fare well in prelims. L1B4 so far off from my target! Really hope I'll improve within this month. Wait, it's not hope. It's MUST!

I'll be gone again, and be back after the O's. Maybe i should revive my blog then, and not now. Oh well, CHIONG arh!

a stressful year ahead

2009-01-16T15:05:00.002+08:00

school's alright.
just that nowadays, its getting more stressed.
or rather i'm feeling the stress.

i'm getting tired easier now.
*sighs*

thank you FuXi! and your friend for lending me your Biology book!
:D
(i know you'll be reading this)

Yi Jin's sick.
didn't come to school.
good la she, get to stay at home and use the computer while we slug away in school.
>_<

Stacey's has gone to Australia! (:
its both sad and happy.
i wonder how is she over there.
so cool, get to migrate.. haha!

i won't be posting much these few days.
sorry! anyway i doubt anyone will be reading this. (:

BOO-YA!

2009-01-05T16:25:00.003+08:00

today's Mission Seminar is very, very..
er..
interesting?
useful?

well.. it was good.

yep.
and i'm not joking okay...
:D

serious! i swear.
thanks to this Seminar, i am now replaying Dancing Queen over & over & over in my head.

and! it's an all-girls seminar so it kinda rocked. since all of us there were girls.
except for Father Simon and Edwin.

oh! oh!
there's this joke Father Simon cracked.

Father Simon: "if any of the prefects says: 'hey you! go back to class! time's up!' just tell them, Simon says..."

get the joke?
if you don't then too bad. blame my retell-joke skills.
(:

school?
as usual.. this week is still kind of relax.
no afternoon programmes! ;D

i can finally get to watch TWILIGHT.
i hope i will be able to watch it. AT THE MOVIE THEATRE.

Teachers for 2009, 4E2 are:

English → Mrs Chan!
E & A Maths → Mr Chia! (but he's on ns for 2 weeks T___T )
Geography → hope it's still Ms Ku >_<
Chinese → not sure
Biology → Mr Njoo! (x
Chemistry → Mr Tan !
Social Studies → Mdm Kang (i kept calling her Mrs Kang x.x)

:D

2008-12-31T09:12:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!

homework frenzy

2008-12-29T22:45:00.005+08:00

almost everyone should be chiong-ing their homework,
except for those few "guai" ones (x

i'm not one of them. what do you expect?

here's my homework progress:
(what i'm left with)

A Maths→ TB 3 chapters; TYS 2 chapters
E Maths→ TB 1 chapter; TYS 1.5 chapters
Social Studies→ 2 summaries & 7 newspaper articles
Chemistry→ untouched
Chinese→ 1 book review; 1 WB
Geography→ done my part
Biology→ finished
English→ finished

:D

powder-ful right?
*nods head*

and i'm left with a whopping 3 days.

goodluck hootmin.

update on the things happening in my life:
→ falling out with my family here and there;
→ rushing MATHS
→ listening to 98.7 & 96.3
→ sms-ing
→ calling Yi Jin 老师 to teach me maths (x
→ watching WINX. (yes! winx)
→ going to Stacey's house tomorrow for potluck (i'm bringing Fried Rice ;D)
→ falling sick (i think)

yeap.
that's about it.
my oh-so wonderful~ life.

☺
_____________________________________________

here's a little cold joke for you guys, just to cool you all down from all the panicking.

___________________________________________________________________

One day, a man came home early from work.
He went up to his room to find his wife, naked on the bed, panting heavily.

man(in frantic mode): "What happened??"
wife(panting and gasping heavily): "I... I think i'm gonna have a HEART-ATTAAACK!"

The man rushed down the stairs to the phone and was just about to call for the ambulance when a child tugged the man's shirt and said (with an innocent look):
" Daddy, Daddy. Uncle Tay is in your wardrobe without his clothes on..."

the man stomped up to his room;
zoomed past his panting & gasping wife,
and opened the door of his wardrobe.

sure enough, his brother was there on the floor without his clothes.

man (angrily): "YOU JERK!"
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
man (fuming mad): "My wife's having a heart attack and you're naked running around trying to scare the kids?!"

ha. ha. ha.
very funny right?
:D
heard this joke from 98.7

300th post

2008-12-23T18:30:00.002+08:00

wow.

this is my 300th post.

it might not seem like a lot to those avid bloggers.
but, but!
it is to me!
o.o

anyway, can comeone clear my doubt?
school re-opens on 3rd Jan 2009, right?

my mother said school re-opens on the 6th.

so, when exactly?

not that i mind school re-opens on the 6th.
i would have jumped up & down in joy as a matter of fact :D

i wanna catch Twilight!
can't believe my sister (who hasn't even read the book or dreamed of Edward) watched it before me

!!!

damn.

back to School.
my homework is finally getting finished. though at a s-n-a-i-l-'-s pace.

Biology is completed, got 70% for the quiz! (open book mah, *rolls eyes*)

E Maths is left with 4.5 chapters.
A Maths is left with 8 chapters.
Geography is left with me-getting-the-powerpoint-packed-with-information.

Chinese untouched;
Social Studies untouched ;
Chemistry untouched.

double damn, i'm sooooooooooo done for.

TWILIGHT!

2008-12-18T13:29:00.005+08:00

today's the debut of TWILIGHT in Singapore!
:D

i wonder if there will be news tonight that the:
→ the queue for the movie was sooooo long;
→ the tickets were sold out instantly;
→ fans were screaming after the show finishes

haha!

oh well, let me recollect what i've done the past few days.

____________________________________________________________________

15 December 2008
went to bugis to celebrate Esther's birthday!
we watched Bolt

Bolt is a dog who thinks he is a superdog who saves his person, Penny.
on his way home, he learns that he is just a normal dog, and made friends with a cat, Mittens and a hamster, i-forgot-his-name.
but the hamster was cute. and funny. heh

the show is quite nice.
and i almost cried. though i'm sure others didn't find it that touching.
blame my sensitivity i guess ;D

together with Kristin and Letitia, we gave the birthday girl a pair of heels.

all of us; me, Esther, Kristin, Hawa, Letitia, took neoprints.
something funny happened.

time was running out and we had to choose an option on wat kind of photo we wanted to take.
so, we chose a picture where the sample showed us "a lot of" people.
little did we know that the "a lot of" people was actually the repetition of 2 girls!

hence, we ended up taking a picture with all our faces everywhere!
i mean it. not exaggerating.
the entire picture was filled with our faces!

xD

ahhh well, good memories.

____________________________________________________________________

16 December 2008
today went to my cousins' house.

leveled in maple
:D

my cleric is finally 38.
thanks to my cousins, brother and sister.
haha! i kept falling back down and lag behind the others while doing PQs.

watched a Forbes show, where they showed the top 20 under 25, Rich & Famous.
Daniel Radcliffe is no. 6!
earning 10 million? or was it 12 million? i forgot.
Mary Kate and Ashley Olsens were also on the list.
along with Rupert Grint, Emma Watson, Miley Cyrus, Hilary Duff, Avril Lavigne and many others

Frankie Muniz has got 34 cars.
and he's not even 20.

funny thing is, these Hollywood acters and actresses can't seem to beat sportsmen.
the top 5 position were mostly claimed by people playing sports.

oh! another thing, these millionares LOVE (♥) to have 10 bathrooms.
does anyone care to explain what 10 bathrooms mean?

____________________________________________________________________

17 December 2008
today i went to Bugis(again).

went to the Central Library to search for resources for our Geography project.
i was super, super late.

sorry Muzi and Fiona!
>_< color="#ffcc33">her history with that bread.

apparently, she was munching on it while watching a show and when she looked down at her bread during an advertisment, she saw this greenish-wormish-looking-thing that had been bitten into half.

eww!
=X

gawks

2008-12-15T08:32:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD !

i almost forgot today is the 2nd comprehension's deadline!
o.o

crap.

AHHHHH!
and later at 11.30 i'm suppose to meet Esther and the others to celebrate her birthday.

double crap.

and my summary's not done yet.

DIE !

the moon is oh so round

2008-12-13T13:58:00.007+08:00

hey!
did ya'll get a glimpse of yesterday's moon?

it was incredibly round, cotton white and starlight bright!

here's a picture of it :

close-up view :

taken using Caroline's phone :D

pai seh, the picture very blur.
but you should still be able to see the round moon.
♥

after tuition yesterday i spotted the moon.
haha!
took pictures of it (:

oh yeah,
now my hair looks incredibly short.
wait a moment, it IS incredibly short.

*sighs*

the wheels are spinning

2008-12-12T08:46:00.011+08:00

went to Bugis yesterday with Kristin & Letitia to deal with some unfinished business
and guess what i saw?!

YESSSS!

TWILIGHT ! ♥

this was pasted at the SHAW cinemas (i think it's SHAW)
haha!

on the train i read the 8 days, featuring Twilight.
at the Bugis Food Street i bought a magazine which has Twilight Post Cards.
cool huh?
☺

after our little mission, we headed for the basement of Bugis Junction where all the good food are.

all of us spent over $8 buying food!
i didn't take any pictures because i know you all will drool at the sight.
aww, i'm so considerate
:D

actually.. i forgot to bring my camera
hah!

sighs,
the holidays are ending and my homework is not even a quarter done.
I'M dead, DEAD MEAT!
x_x

p/s my picture of joash's megawatt smile is worth millions. hah! :D

p/p/s i'm gonna turn into a coconut head later in the afternoon.

reviving blog in process...

2008-12-10T17:17:00.002+08:00

though i do not know what to write about.

my holiday has been going very, very " . . . "

not much fun has been happenning
hence i'm not blogging much.

oh!
i remembered!
there is one thing that happened.

Kristin, Esther and me went to Carmen's house last wednesday.
and we got lost.
haha!

we remembered pretty vaguely the bus stop we went to the last time there.
but that time, it was pitch black. (night time)
and it was pretty long ago...heh

we alighted at some bus stop that we found familiar,
then continued walking up and down the entire street.

you might ask why didn't we just call up carmen to come fetch us or something,
well, she was sleeping.
so yeah.

we had no other choice but to find our own way in.

we did. surprisingly.
;D

Esther and Kristin led the way, i just followed the crowd.
Carmen finally woke up once we reached :D

we stayed in her room, mostly watching Carmen and her sexy IMVU character,
and!
helped Carmen put on make-up!

er, actually more like Esther and Kristin toyed with her face and me in the background using Carmen's lappy.
i don't even know what to do with those things anyway
:D

we took some pictures but they are mostly with Carmen.
since she's isn't online at the moment i can't post up any pictures
sorry!

bake me a muffin!

2008-11-26T19:12:00.008+08:00

ingredients needed:
→ 1oog of butter
→ 2 eggs (lightly beaten)
→ 100g of caster sugar (superfine)
→ 150g of self-raising flour
→ 150/100g of cocoa powder
→ 2 tbsp of milk
→ lots of chocolate chips

& most importantly
→ a pair of strong hands

know why a pair of strong hands?
we didn't have a mixer!
hahaha!
we only had an egg whisker.
this may be a blessing in disguise, because through hard work of mixing the ingredients together, i'm sure we gained more muscle in our arms (:

met up with Yi Jin, Hawa and Kristin today at White Sands to buy our ingredients.
ended up spending an hour walking aimlessly in NTUC,
without knowing what to buy.
ate KFC's breakfast for the first time while waiting for hawa to arrive

finally, with the ingredients from NTUC and Cold Storage, we went to Kristin's house
and...
saw cute little joash!

:D

he was in the kitchen too while we were working on making sure our muffin-making comes our as a success.
apparently, he LOVES noise ♥
i'm sure he'll be a very out-going boy with many girls hot on his heels in the coming future (;

the first batch of 9 muffins turned out to be a little too sweet,
according the our taste-testers.

the second batch was made entirely by Kristin and Hawa ;D

i spoilt the icing that was supposed to go on top of the muffin
x_x

*sighs*
i'm such a failure.

anyway, it was fun!
i finally get to see Joash (:
plus, being able to bake with friends (but next time, i definitely want a mixer around)

i took many, many picture of Joash!
and it was very difficult to get a picture of him smiling.

but. . .

tadaaa~
Joash Chau !
baby model of the year 2008
♥

CAUTION! eat with care.

2008-11-24T14:39:00.003+08:00

YIKES!

my cousin swallowed a battery into her little tummy!
she's, 1year and 1 month old.

O__O

yesterday in the evening,
my family just reached home when my uncle called my mum asking if i could help him fetch my grandpa back tomorrow because he has to stay with my cousin.

my mum's first reaction was, : " HUH ?! "
(yes, i'm not exagerating, her loudness made the entire HDB flat vibrate)

the rest of us were dumbfounded.

in the next instant,
you look at me, i look at you,
we all bursted out in laughter

the day before we went to my grandma's house and she was perfectly fine.
and who knows? the next day, she swallowed a battery.

haha!
i really can't underestimate what my little cousin can do.
now she's in KK, with my uncle and aunt.

despite it being so ridiculous,
i hope she'll be alright

3e2's first gathering

2008-11-20T09:37:00.032+08:00

yesterday was, so far, the only bbq where i managed to get my fill
and!
to go home later than most others.

haha, i know i'm childish ;D

i got a real shock when Stacey said she couldn't go because she had piano, and also have to fetch her brother for swimming(or was it back?)
luckily, Yi Jin asked her beforehand and we managed to get Stacey to come
xD

the weather yesterday was REEEEEALLY scary.
it would drizzle for 5 min or so, then stop. after say 30 min, it starts raining. then stop again.
the weather must have been having a mood swing ~
i kept praying(yes, i pray) for the rain to stop and...!
it stopped!
(:

i went to collect the cake from White Sands.
it was SUUUUUPER heavy.
the cake's 2kg, so you can say i walked around the interchange carrying a 2kg weight

just in case any one of you found the cake to be "out of this world",
Name: Coco Exotic
Cost: $54 (2kg)
Bakery: Four Leaves (can be found in B1 of White Sands)

the cake looks something like this:

met Yi Jin, Fiona and Yuan Ru at the bus stop in Pasir Ris Beach
byt then it was 6 already.
but the fire hardly started!
but with many, many, MANY fire starters, Edwin got the fire going.
yeee har!

*this picture was purely coincidental*
i seem to be looking at a rock and Yi Jin looking at a coconut. haha!

Fiona, Sin Yi, Yuan Ru
(sorry! the picture is a bit dark, blame my poor photography skills >_<)

and here's Stacey!
performing a Spiderman stunt (;

i wasn't aware Fiona placed her "peace" sign above my head .__.
i'm sure it wasn't on purpose....right?

Fiona and me!
i'm grinning like a psycho. hohoho~

this picture will definitely get first place in a photography competition.
credits to Stacey! :D

Yi Jin crossing the road.
there wasn't any cars on the road, i wanted to take a picture on the road but nobody wanted to accompany me
T__T

Fiona, act cute version.
muahahahaha

Muzi came at 8, on the dot!
haha!
her arm in arm with Yuan Ru

Nicole Chong, Elis, Fiona, Stacey!

look at Fiona's ghostly hand!
(Fiona's hand → the one with hot pink fingernails)
(Stacey's fingers → the normal toned human)

O_O is Fiona a vampire?!

Fiona's vampire-y/giesha-y looking hand
(background is supposed to be a reddish coloured sky)

we left our big names on the sand.
^__^

here's Stacey!
i'm(we're) so gonna miss her !

Yi Jin!
hohohoho~~

Muzi, upon reaching the beach
peace yo!

Fiona's BIG smile

Sin Yi!

it was supposed to be Yi Jin, Stacey, Fiona and me but i was cut out from the picture,
again, kudos to my poor phototgraphy skills.

sitting on the breakwater, what can people see?
7 pretty beauties posing for the picture!

though i'm not very sure about the "7 pretty beauties".
should be 6. i don't think i'm counted as one ;D

we're seating on the breakwater!
i learnt my Geography okay??

:D

this picture is a tad, too dark.
Fiona is posing with her bag of Lays (;

Muzi and Fiona!
me again, cut off from the picture.

Jessica eating the Stingray!
(:

Fiona and Muzi, they were posing halfway through their Tango.
wait, or was it ballroom dance?

somebody's stomach isn't filled yet..

many people mistook Muzi, for Mrs Chan!
hahaha ;D